I am who i am :)

People , they talk bout others . Well , bitches , you want to talk bout me ? Go on then , cause you aint me . And you cant change me by bitching around bout me kan ? And at last your the one who ll be fucked up ! And yeah , thanks cause im in your life . If you hate me then  just keep your mouth shut , why you have to talk about me ? Well , im not gonna lose anything thou.. Cause im gonna keep on moving with my loved ones around me who knows me better than you people out there ! BYE :) .

Life :)

 Surprises always lies on the next day and we dont know what's going to happen . And yeah , it did happen to me . Im in love :) . After 5 months trying to get over Him , I found this one sweetheart . Bie , this is for you .

I have that one person in my life that I just can't give up on , the person that can screw my over time yet I always seem to give him another chance , and no matter how many times I say this is his last one , I know it's a lie because there's always just one more waiting for him , the one person I know I am better off without but yet I can't find a way to let them go because deep down inside , I wouldn't know what to do without him . The one person I know doesn't deserve me but yet I choose to overlook it because I love him ♥ And I know that you're a brave to love someone like me unconditionally without expecting anything in return . To just give . That takes courage because we don't want to fall on our faces . I don't want us to tear apart . I understand that we could be friends . But what could be better that hearing from someone who just told you that they didn't want us in their life anymore . When we heard the "I miss you so much" voice on the other end of the phone . It's validating , its exciting but resist you must . Eventhough I did it sometimes but I swear to God that I don't want that to really happen .

P / S : I know I'm not a good lover . I mess up . I start fights . I get jealous easily . I am demanding . And I always get mad . BUT there are three things that I love about myself ; I don't play , I give my all and I love deeply .

| May :)

| Exam !! Damn stressed up , missing jan , ! And, Trial's on August !! So fast Man ! But i cant wait for SPM to finish ! Gonna go wild ! And actually , i m bored now and i  have no idea what to post :) . Life sucks at times ! Especially when your loved ones are not around ! I just cant wait to see Jan , Kishan , Shaa , Kumar , Sasee And others <3 . thats all for now . Need to study :)

Tasreena

 T A S R E E N A !! I know what your going  thru now..be strong !! And i ll always love you and you know im here for you whenever you need me kan ?! Its a part of life !! Just pray hard babe !





          And this what happen when we are together !!  And we're gonna keep rocking the world !!



P/S : Tasreena , thanks for being there by my side and just want you to know that you are the best of the best babe ! I LOVE YOU :) !

March :)

Exam just over... and im relieved now.. But another exam on may and its like less than two months. Gosh !! I hope i ll do well :) . Oh yeah..9th April.. Wedding in JB and also Prom ! I want go for both but so bad..i need to choose only ONE ! Help me.. And then.. 22nd april..Good Friday..and Azra's birthday..so bad that we cant celebrate cause she's going for camp on that day. But after she comes back we might going for skating :) . In a blink..March gonna end and April on its way ! Wanted to meet Jan and Kumar but cant cause of this bloody classes ! I just cant wait to see them ! Hope will get to do so soon !

Loves of my life !

Janisa.. Kumar..Sasee.. Pauline..Shane ... Soniya.. Sharma..Yuvan..Nesh..Koshy..Mohan.. Pira..Vishnu.. I love you guys Aload !!You guys mean laot to me.. You were there for me when i need someone to talk to..someone to laugh with ..And you guys make me forget the world when im with you ! You guys complete my life ! You are not just a friend of mine..but you guys are part of me..a part of my life ! I just cant wait to see you guys and enjoy my day..cause all of you always make my day ! I Thank GOD for giving me a very special and awesome Gifts like you guys !


I LOVE YOU !

I MISS THE OLD US !

i miss you so much ! i miss your late night calls and texts .. I miss how i can smile when i hear your voice...i miss the way you say i love you and knowing that you will always be there whenever i need someone to lean on but know its like a dream..A BAD DREAM ! There's only one thing im hoping and praying everyday..that one day i ll wake up from my sleep and this bad dream will end and a happy one will start ..Why cant we start all over again ? Will you give a second chance ? Will you love me back the way i love you ? I loved you like i'd never ever fall in love && nnnow im crying over you like i'd never ever been hurt !

P/S : I still and always love you boy !