I have that one person in my life that I just can't give up on , the person that can screw my over time yet I always seem to give him another chance , and no matter how many times I say this is his last one , I know it's a lie because there's always just one more waiting for him , the one person I know I am better off without but yet I can't find a way to let them go because deep down inside , I wouldn't know what to do without him . The one person I know doesn't deserve me but yet I choose to overlook it because I love him ♥ And I know that you're a brave to love someone like me unconditionally without expecting anything in return . To just give . That takes courage because we don't want to fall on our faces . I don't want us to tear apart . I understand that we could be friends . But what could be better that hearing from someone who just told you that they didn't want us in their life anymore . When we heard the "I miss you so much" voice on the other end of the phone . It's validating , its exciting but resist you must . Eventhough I did it sometimes but I swear to God that I don't want that to really happen .
P / S : I know I'm not a good lover . I mess up . I start fights . I get jealous easily . I am demanding . And I always get mad . BUT there are three things that I love about myself ; I don't play , I give my all and I love deeply .
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