I am who i am :)

People , they talk bout others . Well , bitches , you want to talk bout me ? Go on then , cause you aint me . And you cant change me by bitching around bout me kan ? And at last your the one who ll be fucked up ! And yeah , thanks cause im in your life . If you hate me then  just keep your mouth shut , why you have to talk about me ? Well , im not gonna lose anything thou.. Cause im gonna keep on moving with my loved ones around me who knows me better than you people out there ! BYE :) .

Life :)

 Surprises always lies on the next day and we dont know what's going to happen . And yeah , it did happen to me . Im in love :) . After 5 months trying to get over Him , I found this one sweetheart . Bie , this is for you .

I have that one person in my life that I just can't give up on , the person that can screw my over time yet I always seem to give him another chance , and no matter how many times I say this is his last one , I know it's a lie because there's always just one more waiting for him , the one person I know I am better off without but yet I can't find a way to let them go because deep down inside , I wouldn't know what to do without him . The one person I know doesn't deserve me but yet I choose to overlook it because I love him ♥ And I know that you're a brave to love someone like me unconditionally without expecting anything in return . To just give . That takes courage because we don't want to fall on our faces . I don't want us to tear apart . I understand that we could be friends . But what could be better that hearing from someone who just told you that they didn't want us in their life anymore . When we heard the "I miss you so much" voice on the other end of the phone . It's validating , its exciting but resist you must . Eventhough I did it sometimes but I swear to God that I don't want that to really happen .

P / S : I know I'm not a good lover . I mess up . I start fights . I get jealous easily . I am demanding . And I always get mad . BUT there are three things that I love about myself ; I don't play , I give my all and I love deeply .

| May :)

| Exam !! Damn stressed up , missing jan , ! And, Trial's on August !! So fast Man ! But i cant wait for SPM to finish ! Gonna go wild ! And actually , i m bored now and i  have no idea what to post :) . Life sucks at times ! Especially when your loved ones are not around ! I just cant wait to see Jan , Kishan , Shaa , Kumar , Sasee And others <3 . thats all for now . Need to study :)

Tasreena

 T A S R E E N A !! I know what your going  thru now..be strong !! And i ll always love you and you know im here for you whenever you need me kan ?! Its a part of life !! Just pray hard babe !





          And this what happen when we are together !!  And we're gonna keep rocking the world !!



P/S : Tasreena , thanks for being there by my side and just want you to know that you are the best of the best babe ! I LOVE YOU :) !

March :)

Exam just over... and im relieved now.. But another exam on may and its like less than two months. Gosh !! I hope i ll do well :) . Oh yeah..9th April.. Wedding in JB and also Prom ! I want go for both but so bad..i need to choose only ONE ! Help me.. And then.. 22nd april..Good Friday..and Azra's birthday..so bad that we cant celebrate cause she's going for camp on that day. But after she comes back we might going for skating :) . In a blink..March gonna end and April on its way ! Wanted to meet Jan and Kumar but cant cause of this bloody classes ! I just cant wait to see them ! Hope will get to do so soon !

Loves of my life !

Janisa.. Kumar..Sasee.. Pauline..Shane ... Soniya.. Sharma..Yuvan..Nesh..Koshy..Mohan.. Pira..Vishnu.. I love you guys Aload !!You guys mean laot to me.. You were there for me when i need someone to talk to..someone to laugh with ..And you guys make me forget the world when im with you ! You guys complete my life ! You are not just a friend of mine..but you guys are part of me..a part of my life ! I just cant wait to see you guys and enjoy my day..cause all of you always make my day ! I Thank GOD for giving me a very special and awesome Gifts like you guys !


I LOVE YOU !

I MISS THE OLD US !

i miss you so much ! i miss your late night calls and texts .. I miss how i can smile when i hear your voice...i miss the way you say i love you and knowing that you will always be there whenever i need someone to lean on but know its like a dream..A BAD DREAM ! There's only one thing im hoping and praying everyday..that one day i ll wake up from my sleep and this bad dream will end and a happy one will start ..Why cant we start all over again ? Will you give a second chance ? Will you love me back the way i love you ? I loved you like i'd never ever fall in love && nnnow im crying over you like i'd never ever been hurt !

P/S : I still and always love you boy !

N E W G I R L F I E OF M I NE !

Natsha Tarisha is the name !! Well..She's a sweet girl and i think she's cute...She;s so nice and yeah...I LOVE YOU ! And dont worry aite..? Those bitches out there..i just dont know what to say..try to live your life and stop gossiping and spreading rumours ! Try to live your life in a real way ! Dont have to try to fix people's life or that's what you think ! And Isha..Im here for you and im gonna stand by your side forever !!! And i love you the same way i loce my besties !!
P/S : I LOVE YOU !

B E M I N E ?

Its just so hard to walk away from you ! I dont know why i love you like this..And i'd never ever loved anyone like this...There's not even a sec that i didnt think bout you.. I miss you..The old you..the old us..I miss the way we were ! The way we can share everything and anything without feeling hesitated cause we know that we have each other to lean on ! And i realised that you are the one i want to live the rest of my life with !! Seriously,only you ! When i die..i hope it will be your face hovering over me,whether in flesh or memory And to realise i would know you as a memory or a longing,is very hard !You're the guy who i ll die thousand time for !No one else can give me the happiness that you brought into my life ! i've never want anything so bad.I've never anyone so bad like i did now ! You helped how to breathe again and go on with this life..

P/S : The hardest mile i've ever walked was the one from you <3 !
( I will always love you,Forever && Always ) .

D A N I A

This pict is taken on 25.02.2011 at Shanri-La..went for my uncle's wedding.. I love this pict alot !! Abby said its the best pict of mine ! i just love it ! Hee !!Thanks to mummy....It was a hillarious and awesome night eventhough i get trapped in the jam for two hours..but still i had fun cause my cousins were there and they crack jokes like idiot where made me laugh non stop !

I enjoyed myself and again it was an awesome night !

26.02.2011

Freaking tired !! went to Shangri-la for dinner...get trapped in the jam for 2 hours ! shit ! but it was fun...And my gigi sakit like hell !! Damn tired..gonna hit my bed soon ! Nytes peepz !

you mean everything to me .

knowing that once ..we were together ..its rely hard..i miss you..i miss everything bout you..i miss the way we can share our secrets..happiness...the way you say iloveyou..u've been the greatest boy ever in my whole life ! And what i saw in you was what you could never see in yourself ! And i've fall so deep for you && i just cant get up !

p/s : boy..your always gonna have a place in my heart ! 10 years from now i'll look back & say 'he really was my first true love ! '

School :)

Exam !! 7 papers down... 1 more to go .... at last ...its really killing me man..but im gonna miss school next year ! And my girls...yanie,sharmin,azra,gee,hadai,tasha, && all !! i ll miss u guys aload !

Chinese New Year :)

Had fun with my cousins ! Angpau.. Hmm.. Around Rm 90 je..And im like damn tired.. Went to Sg. Gabai.. Really enjoyed my day !

Purest Of Pain.

Its hard to realize I would know you only as a memory or a longing.But im able to think of our time together without regret.You brought me deeper into life.How should I regret that ? Thanx :)

Thayaa :)

Another Alagi ! She's so chomel and sweet ! She's not sombong at all and so friendly...
I Love You Adik ! And And I love this Padham very much !

You Decorated My Life :)

Get over you ? No..i didnt.. not that i didnt try to but i just cant..Okay.. You are the shortest relationship i ever been with..But still.. You just dont have any idea how much u meant to me ! You changed everything in my life... Made it PERFECT ! And full of happiness..But...All of a sudden...Your Gone.. One thing that im sure of is I can never find anyone who will care and love me the way yo do boy ! But...it really hurts..knowing that i cant say I LOVE YOU like i used to.. I just hope you will be happy !

TWINS !

My Smexy Chick !!
She knows my deepest secret !
And we like have ALOADS of common things !

Loves of my Life !

this Azhagi of MINE !
She's so sweet && nice !!
An awesome sister of mine !


My JUJU - kutty !
You are amazing just the way you are hunx !

VHON !
Teddy-ku !! I Chinta Eu aload !
&& I hope Eu know that !

SPM

Lotsa lotsa lotsa homework Dude ! My brain is tired of thinking ! Need some rest... One week holiday.. hope can enjoy lilbit ! Hee ! And and !! i miss my buddies on FB ! Like alot !

My Love !

I love you till death !
you are my sister&&bestie&&love&&everything !

2011 :)

Didnt update ! Sorry ! anyway...Happy New year ! Hope things get better and great.. And to those who i know Love you guys loads and have a Prosperous New Year aite !