Sunday, May 29, 2011

I am who i am :)

People , they talk bout others . Well , bitches , you want to talk bout me ? Go on then , cause you aint me . And you cant change me by bitching around bout me kan ? And at last your the one who ll be fucked up ! And yeah , thanks cause im in your life . If you hate me then  just keep your mouth shut , why you have to talk about me ? Well , im not gonna lose anything thou.. Cause im gonna keep on moving with my loved ones around me who knows me better than you people out there ! BYE :) .

Life :)

 Surprises always lies on the next day and we dont know what's going to happen . And yeah , it did happen to me . Im in love :) . After 5 months trying to get over Him , I found this one sweetheart . Bie , this is for you .




I have that one person in my life that I just can't give up on , the person that can screw my over time yet I always seem to give him another chance , and no matter how many times I say this is his last one , I know it's a lie because there's always just one more waiting for him , the one person I know I am better off without but yet I can't find a way to let them go because deep down inside , I wouldn't know what to do without him . The one person I know doesn't deserve me but yet I choose to overlook it because I love him And I know that you're a brave to love someone like me unconditionally without expecting anything in return . To just give . That takes courage because we don't want to fall on our faces . I don't want us to tear apart . I understand that we could be friends . But what could be better that hearing from someone who just told you that they didn't want us in their life anymore . When we heard the "I miss you so much" voice on the other end of the phone . It's validating , its exciting but resist you must . Eventhough I did it sometimes but I swear to God that I don't want that to really happen .

P / S : I know I'm not a good lover . I mess up . I start fights . I get jealous easily . I am demanding . And I always get mad . BUT there are three things that I love about myself ; I don't play , I give my all and I love deeply .


Thursday, May 12, 2011

| May :)

| Exam !! Damn stressed up , missing jan , ! And, Trial's on August !! So fast Man ! But i cant wait for SPM to finish ! Gonna go wild ! And actually , i m bored now and i  have no idea what to post :) . Life sucks at times ! Especially when your loved ones are not around ! I just cant wait to see Jan , Kishan , Shaa , Kumar , Sasee And others <3 . thats all for now . Need to study :)